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Dec. 24th, 2012 | 07:07 pm

Liying/meow

I am flighty and mercurial and I have many moodswings I do not understand myself so you will not understand me either I am usually happy and high and unfortunately materialistic and I have a weakness for shiny objects and nail polish and chocolates and basically anything sweet and liquid cafffeine also known as coffee and sometimes I behave like a frivolous bimbo but I can be emotional and melancholic too. I enjoy art and history and music and reading and fashion and perhaps nature and friends. Jason mraz is good. I would love to design and teach and be creative and change others' lives. I want to travel the world before finally settling down. I'm extraordinary or in Liyingspeak superawesome so you'll never really be able to fully comprehend me.
Nonbeliever, but I believe in karma and that everything happens for a reason. Life constantly confuses me, but I truly believe that everything will work out in the end so I just follow my heart.
Student of Anglican high, rhythm player in the AHS Guitar ensemble (♥). Part of 1A'07 2B'08 and 3L'09. Double sciences, core history and (unwilling) elective literature student.
I do what my heart deems right for I know I'll be criticised either way and I believe that no one has the right to openly judge. You can think what you will, and say what you will because it won't affect me.
Most importantly I know that I've got to be there for myself. 

Fickle, creature of change (I move constantly.) 
past blog, 2007 - 2008
2009

 

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time has a way of taking back

Jan. 27th, 2009 | 02:39 pm

K I am very fickle. (insecure if you will)

heartsdisfigured.blogspot.com

Sorry many thanks, happy cny 8)

omg stupid puns ._.
if I hear another one someone dies.
ponyo song also. mona lisa smile was so much better, and it was aired on tv. haha. ._.
waste my time + $ )8
Jolene neo + lim yi xiu darn it )8<

facebook is creepy, I only like it cos of the pet thingy 8)
FLABBYJELLY IS FRICKING CUTE PLEASE 8D

Haven't do homework, how.

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all the times we spilt our coffees and stayed up way too late :)

Jan. 23rd, 2009 | 07:12 pm

Last day of being fourteen :)
14 years and 364 days :)

I'm happy :)
I hope I'll still be happy :)

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still feel like dreaming except we always woke up

Jan. 20th, 2009 | 05:43 am
listening to: Tonight - FM static

Yay studied chem :)
Took super long though, ugh keep getting distracted, I can't study at home :/
K i think I didn't study well enough, damn I want that A1 ):
Going to read through after this again :)))))))

Yay feeling better about school alr :)
Yesterday Clara and I decided to go ice skating together on the 26th hopefully cos our birthdays are super close together, like three days apart :D :D
Yay.

Mr Mok: You don't understand what's going on? SAD.

HAHAHAHALOL 8D

Yay at least I did better than I usually do (for math) for the A math test :) :) :) :) :) :)

Arghaiuuyavtrusdjljfwryb chem test later ): ): ): ): 

Ugh I am so disgusted. Go on and indulge in your cheap thrills. I should think that I'm above your mindless remarks and mutant sense of humour. It's pathetic how you think you're funny :) I'll just watch you degrade and humiliate yourself, :)
Popularity, or the lack of, addles your mind, dear :)
Too bad you're too deluded to know how asinine your actions are.

Don't  you understand that supposed 'popularity' isn't everything?

Omggggggg 6am kkkkk back to chem.

Coming to AHS has certainly taught me some lessons on life (:

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hey mr curiosity

Jan. 19th, 2009 | 05:35 am
listening to: Mr curiosity - Jason Mraz

Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me?


Yay been listening to Jason mraz since like 4am while doing E math :D
Yay he's my wallpaper now. Yay. He pwns you. :D

School later, feeling very very apprehensive ):
Ughhhhhhhhh I think some 3L people think I'm weird or something, like ._.
I somehow become very unhigh/unchatty/unhappy when I step into 3L ._.
Therefore class is very boring ._.
Joyce still can't believe that I'm being loner thou .__________.
Argh I think my behaviour in 3L is rubbing off on me.

Cheers to (possibly) two years of utter boredom and unhappines in ahs :/

A math and E math later how )))))))))))))):
Don't like math...

Argh okayyyyyyyy must be optimistic.

The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay


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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Jan. 18th, 2009 | 10:27 pm

Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
ALL YOUR FAULT
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
i want go study
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
WHAT
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
THEN YOU MSG ME
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
LOL
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
SHIT YOU
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
SUCKER
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
LOL
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
BITCH
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
CHUBI
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
SLUT
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
+bellydance+
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
SEDUCTIVE WOMAN! 
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
I BETCHA HAD FUN AJAING!
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
XD
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
WTF!
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
GAWD> HATE YOU SO MUCH MAN
      Liying - liyingsmiles.livejournal.com        says:
I AM SEDUCTIVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mandaye(: - The primrose path says:
Why is it whenever you come on msn I cant stop laughing. xD

YAY I AM SEDUCTIVE~~~~~~~ LOLOL SHOULDNT HAVE COME ON MSN I GOT CHEM AND E MATH LOLOLOL

AJA FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +does hitler thing+
CRAP I SHOULDNT HAVE COME ON MSN LOL BAI

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I dont have the heart to love you~~~~~~

Jan. 16th, 2009 | 06:18 am
listening to: I don't have the heart - James Ingram

HEHEHE VERY HIGH NOW BECAUSE I GOT CAFFEINE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
TODAY IS FRIDAY!!!!!!!
FRIDAY MEANS DOUBLE CHINESE!!!!!!!!!!!! DOUBLE CHINESE MEANS DOODLING WHILE PAYING HALF ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!
FRIDAY MEANS GUITAR!!!!!!!!! GUITAR MEANS SCARING SEC ONES!!!!!! XD XD
FRIDAY ALSO MEANS A MATH!!!!!!!! Which means A math test ):

Hehe I think I didn't flunk mockingbird cos I studied a little, but argh I won't do well enough too, damnnnnnnn the paper was quite giveaway lor, wlao leste/yy/deb's class had it open book and we didn't ughhhhhhhhhhhhfurfhadiuasjtgarrejsd ):

OhHhhHHHhhhhhHhHH yesterday I did a lot of exercise and two days before also I think ahhahahaha XD
Running from the Chem lab at the er what block is it, the one behind the lower sec block, to the fifth floor of the upper sec block, omg tiring or what XD
Then running up the hill hahahaha so spaz.
The day before yesterday or the day before the day before yesterday oh i think it was monday, tried to pass mockingbird to the fatball and.... WE HAVE A SERIOUS LACK OF FATE. AHAHAHAH MADE ME RUN SO MUCH :K
I still luv you tou :D

Had a very nice talk with Gem yesterday :D
They say that before you die your life flashes past your eyes. Make it worth watching :)

Yay I managed to do the amath question YY and Leste (wheeeeeee east timor) cannot do XD
But I got stuck at question 3. HAHAHAHA DIE LIAO GEM I NEED YOUR TUTORING~

Yay so happy it's friday, can sleep in slightly later tmr, :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) 
This week was sooOooOOoOoOOOOoOOOooOoooOooO tiring la D:

KKKKKKKKBAI LOOKING FORWARD TO CCA L8R :)

AMATH FIRST PERIOD LEH!!!! ):

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lucky to be

Jan. 14th, 2009 | 09:22 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL & WEIYANG :D
Haha weiyang very funny, what mother make wrongly, hahahaha really very funny la XD Nevermind happy birthday still (: (: (: (: (:

Had an awesome talk with claire today, realised things...
well sometimes.
Nevermind, I'm just thankful for my close friends and everything and... oh who cares right(:

second syf piece driving me crazy, did the guitar notice collagishhhy, haha char and her basketball player skills.
Amanda wants to be tan and fit and have abs too, yay so cool lol XD Like all the other girls are like no omg being tan are you insane i like being white!!!!!! or like abs are you sick or what?!!??!?!?!??!! hahah, lol faith is funny la haha. PE was... ._.
Ugh I don't like him and I don't want his number. -.-
ughhhh chen shu................$!%$#@!@#&$@#$"!#$!%$#@!@#&$@#$!@#&!^(*@&#!@ ):
Not funny plz.

I'm so sorry I missed your call.
I miss you. so much.

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omg kill me nao.

Jan. 13th, 2009 | 09:31 pm

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Poor barnie ):

Next time if you see me with that crazed Iwnapaintmyshoes look please restrain me thank you. ):
I liked my comfortable scruffy old pair that was half a size too big ):
New pair is blindingly white and stiff but i put the decorated shoelaces in, ah who cares.
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Very tired today, tmr got bio test thing, thursday got english test, friday got a math test (Mr mok gleefully assured us that we will all fail ._.)

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHAHAHAHHHHHHHHH )))))))))))))))))))))))))):

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Epiphany(:

Jan. 12th, 2009 | 09:05 pm

Today this Indian guy talked to me on the bus! He was like 50 plus and balding but he was very nice and quite shrewd i should say. Cos he like totally guessed my age and like could tell which dialect group my mom came from o.O
But he's very nice, talked to me about education and my future, I feel so... enlightened now :D
One of those serendipitous moments in life when two complete strangers meet....
(:
Studying's up to me :D
It's my future :D
Liying you can do it yay :D

3L might not seem awesome now but give it time :D
and even if 3L dosen't work out... everything happens for a reason :)
Perhaps it's a blessing in disguise, I had so much fun in 2B laughing and talking and not paying attention and my results suffered, so maybe this time i should pay more attention, work harder...
Suppose it's not all fun and revelry huh.

Haha so gay.

Haha I got Lucky by jason mraz stuck in my head cos of vanessa and clara lol, heheh didn't know they like jason mraz too (:

Hehe I hope you all sec 3s didn't do too badly for chinese :) :)
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crap getting very lame.

smile and be happy and everything will work out in the end and even if it dosen't its because of a reason that will ultimately be good! (:

Ps I hope you all like your shiny cards, hehehe i know two of you will be reading this XD woots they're SHINY :D

kbai i got things to do!!! (((((((((((((((:
SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE (:

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i got allegretto in my head. argh.

Jan. 12th, 2009 | 04:07 am

Ugh don't understand biology, cannot really rmbr all the cell functions ._.
So many you know!!!!!!!!! ):
Nevermind still very happy I took biology, ha in your face :>
I need A math and E math help, I think I forgot everything the moment mr wee/mr mok stepped out of class ):
quite excited about later, :D

Yup thank you (:

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chasing pavements

Jan. 11th, 2009 | 09:30 pm

Ugh feeling very apprehensive about school tmr again. Gone are the days when I looked forward to actually going to school and having fun ): I really miss 2008 a lot cos it was really awesome ): I dont know but I think I say this every year, sigh I hope this is just a passing phrase and perhaps I will grow to like and enjoy spending time in 3L like I did in 2B or 1A...
There's A math and E math tmr and 90 bloody minutes of jiangbei and one english period which spells presentation ):
The only decent lesson there is tmr is... bio. ):
Ugh I hate mondays, I hope the rest of this week flies then it'll be the weekend again, ugh pathetic, it's soooooo boring listening in class okay although I guess its good but still...
ugh kill me nao. ):
Omg I feel so pathetic, stab me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye I got math questions to do and bio to understand and bloody mockingbird to read ):

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you're in my head like a song on the radio

Jan. 11th, 2009 | 04:43 pm

yay my msn display name very chio now cos of Desiree :D
Ugh okay I actually had a lot of things I wanted to say, but then MSN distracted me and I forgot them alr.
Okay post when I remember or something.

Tmr going out after school hahahahah :D

edit:
Oh yeah I was feeling bad cos my teachers put so much effort into teaching me but then I dont rly prac and ... ugh keep feeling zibei :/
Ok I will try harder. ):

can't rmbr what else.

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cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

Jan. 9th, 2009 | 09:06 pm

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HAPPY THREE DAY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAILONG/GAOHAIJI/GAOGAIZHI/HAIRBALL XD
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKYSAN LOL YOU LAOFUZI/MOTORBIKE UNCLE LOOKALIKE XD


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I wanted you

Jan. 9th, 2009 | 05:00 am

I hate waking up early to do projects :/
Ahhhhhh so tired ):
My head throbs ughhhhh ):
I look like a panda ):
I still am convinced that I'm balding, I just comber my hair and like five strands of hair fell out ):
Everytime I take out my hair tie thingy also!!!!!! ):

Nevermind, at least it's friday alr :D
Though fridays are very long days it's still the end of the week :D
Survived the first week of school :D

Double chinese later ):
CCA showcase later (:

Mrs lam is quite funny la haha :D
3L is very very cold okay, dont know why there's so much wind, plus I sit under the fan damnit.

I will try not to be antisocial in class (like jo) 8D

Okay do chem and lit nao.

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I got a mandopop song that's not jay chou stuck in my head damn

Jan. 8th, 2009 | 04:32 am

meh I h8 writing chinese essays, hope jiangLS won't find mine too primaryschoolish and make me redo cos if she does I will die )))):
Ok maybe talking less in class and being somewhat loner is good cos then I can be able to focus, unlike in 2B haha I was playing pretty much every period, and look at my sec2 results, ahhh I still miss 2B ):
Chin told me she thinks I can score an L1R5 of six, seis, 六, haha crazy right but that's my goal :D   
CCA orientation on friday, I think what amanda said is true this week is very long/un-standable, not to be confused with unDERstandable (cannot tahanable), knvm i think my mind's not functioning properly AHHH CHINESE FIRST PERIOD
Just realised that we're having the chinese O levels and spa this year, ._.
better start listening in chem and bio :/
Realised that Mrs L's voice is quite hard on the ears also :X
double Chem later die. (the bookstore is out of red files)
Mrs law/lol/lor/history teacher is very very nice and funny haha history is by far the most interesting lesson, but i think she expects us to preread the textbook first omanz, hahaha GER-maaaaa-nee! (sayit like the French) XD

ok bai back to the chinese essay, damnnnnnnnn I still need to read the history tb :/

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melt my heart to stone

Jan. 6th, 2009 | 06:42 pm

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Happy birthday Linnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Ni lao le :D


cuts are for the clicking )

 

 

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I should have let you in but I let you down

Jan. 5th, 2009 | 09:30 pm
feeling: tired tired
listening to: Second chance - faber drive

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Second day of school, feels like the second week alr :/
Chinese book test tmr + bio miniquiz and maybe the english presentation ))))):
Dont know, super screwed for the chinese book test, ugh I don't want to see the look on my mom/the teacher's face... ... ...
Doing english script now, stuck stuck stuck, don't know how to continue ):

Well lessons this year are certainly way more interesting... but I do miss the company :/ 
I miss 2B ): 

Going to finish up English someway or the other than just do as much chinese as I can, yay there's History tmr, :D aha soo geeky plz, +snort+ B:
 
Mistook 2A for 3L today morning, soooooo embarassing plz!!! DDDDDDD:

And the ceremonything was sooooooooooo..............
Kaiyi: "Meow it's very obvious you're sleeping."
LOL DIE LIAO PLZ.

Oh A math lesson.
"This is the first time we're encountering A math... so let's be honest. Who dosen't like math?"
About three quarters of the class raised their hands, lolzzzzzz funny okay hahah :D

Bio/Math/Amath teachers seem nice.


Ok crap something just ruined my mood. Bye.

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you can only blame your problems on the world for so long

Jan. 4th, 2009 | 10:40 pm
feeling: dorky dorky
listening to: The (shipped) gold standard - Fall out boy

HAHAH SO FUNNY EVERYONE IS CHIONGING H/W, LOL SCHOOL SPIRIT PLZ XD
HEHE JIAYOUZ XD
sortof looking forward to school tmr, never had ss/bio/amath lessons before :>

wheeeeeeeeee ahs people ftwwwwwww

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open your heart and follow where it leads you

Jan. 4th, 2009 | 01:03 am

chasing pavements is nice I want that song
I want a meow meow
I should be sleeping
I haven't finished homework die liao
Womanizer keeps playing in my head
Book test on tuesday kill me nao
I miss you a lotz a lot a lot
My white shirt that everyone is sick of is furring damn
Romance of the three kingdoms is incomprehensible i szwear unless you devote half your life to it or sumthing
Yes changed my background happy
I like that sloppy + shapeless white cotton on tee I got on friday
Ok need to stop getting white shirts

p.s we straightened jo's hair, so fun, used my ceramic brush + gatsby, damn straight, damn rough, super unpermanent.
p.p.s eyebrow pulling is painful
p.p.p.s should I try for class comm again, hehe chalet planning and all that was somehow kinda fun, welfare or functions huh huh, no treasurer/secretary/chairperson/cleanliness hell no no no

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